Monday, November 24, 2014

Oh The Last of Days….

So it's official, my last day with GBMS will be next Monday, December 1st, 2014.  So here is the down-low, it's a bit wordy but what-evs.  On Friday November 14th, I was summoned to the principal's office at the end of the day.  It felt a bit weird like they were going to fire me, but I'm a man, I can handle it.  So they had me wait like ten to twenty minutes before they got their files all straight, then called me in.  

The Griffin BS way of life seal (lol)

It was the principal Alex, and his minion Ms. Saab.  He began by asking me if there was anything I needed to tell him, like anything involving law enforcement.  I thought it was a bit strange, but was pretty done, so I was like yea, I got a DUI over the summer.  I told Alex, that I had already talked to Gilbert (my lead teacher/immediate supervisor).  Alex then stuttered (as he usually does)  and said I should of told him, then stated through stutters that I have should of informed Gilbert.  I then interjected that I did, Alex then said that that was ok.  I was feeling like ok, whatever.

So then he asks me about being late, I began thinking ok, now here we go, get the pen ready, let's get ready to leave this bitch.  He goes into his little diatribe about how me being late has put "stress on the system".  This is when I gave him the look of WTF??  So this is how it breaks down, there are four paras assigned to the room I'm in along with a lead teacher, so that makes five total adults.  We have at most 10 children in the morning, which equates to two children per adult.  Now if I'm not there it would equate to about 2.5 kids per adult.  Class sizes at this school goes roughly from about 22-30 kids in a classroom with one teacher in the room. HOW IN THE HELL DOES ME BEING LATE PUT "A STRESS ON THE SYSTEM???"  So I was baffled, but I was good, I didn't respond past crazy facial expressions.  So I was like ok, I've been late, however, I did let Alex know that I had spoke with Gilbert about my tardies, and offered several options.  Alex asked about the options I had proposed.  

I let Alex know that I had told Gilbert that I was one: willing to go part time, two: willing to cut Tuesdays out of my schedule because that was the day I was late the most, and three: I would stay and do detention duty from 4-5 to make up the time.  He rejected all of those options.

In turn what ended up happening was I was written up and had that placed in my "permanent  file" with DPS.  I knew before the meeting what my response would be.  I was done, that Friday when I got home, I wrote my letter of resignation.  It is down below for all your viewing pleasure

November 17, 2014

Clarence Barbee
10756 E. Virginia Ave
Aurora, CO 80012

Administrative Staff
Grant Beacon Middle School
1751 S Washington St, Denver, CO 80210

Dear Administrative Staff,

It is with regret that I am giving you notice of resignation for my position with Grant Beacon Middle School, an entity of Denver Public Schools.  It is my opinion that the administration has created an atmosphere that lacks support toward paraprofessionals, other support staff, and teachers while supporting a condescending environment. 

As a paraprofessional for the last year and a half in the Affective Needs classroom, I have worked tirelessly with the teachers, paraprofessionals, and other support staff in the building, so the students in our program would have the educational care they needed.

My lead teacher Mr. Gilbert has shown superior leadership in creating a team of paraprofessionals, each who brings a different skill-set of support to the AN classroom, and the school.  The students in the AN classroom are continuously moving forward toward excellence because of the efforts and successes of the AN team. 

Due to having additional employment, my record of attendance has suffered.  I brought plans of compromise to my teacher as well as the principal to alleviate the stress of my attendance.  The principal, leaving me with no other choice than to leave this school, has rejected these compromises.

I wish Mr. Gilbert, Ms. Carmen, Mr. David, Ms. Mindy, and the AN students the best year possible.  I am confident they will have a great year.  My last day will be Monday, December 1, 2014.

In earnest,


Clarence B Barbee



 The things I stated in the letter are true and factual.  It was unfortunate that a compromise could not be made as Grant is a good school, but the administrating staff are condescending at best.  Besides micro-managing my time, they have micro-managed placement on the playground, and constantly calling me by my first name when they give the respect to teachers of calling them Mr. or Mrs., so I'm good.  Last week was rough and I ended up missing two days due to my car needing repairs, but I guess it's all good.  There will be no more doodles, as this year we had kiddos going to regular ed classes, and I really just wasn't feeling it.  

So Monday will be my last day, and this will be the last image they get of me….lmao


I tried to get one of my back, but it didn't work out, so this will be what they get.  Deuces to GBMS, it was good while it lasted, but I'm off to other things--good luck AN room!!  

However, I will be keeping and updating the blog, because I still work with youth, I'm still active in affectively changing lives for the better, and I'm still doing the damn thang!!  Thats it for now peeps, see you soon in the funnies!!

Thursday, November 6, 2014

Dear Twitter....

It is 10:54am, and I am considering getting up from this chair, gathering my stuff, and walking out of this school.  These so called boys are working my last nerve, I got an email about coming in early to talk about payroll (meaning they're probably gonna be bitchin' about me coming in late), and I'm tired of the word nigga.  

So in an attempt to squash these feelings of sanity about leaving, 
I've gone to twitter to tweet about happenings of my day. I usually tweet the happenings in a phrase "Dear___"  So check out the tweets, and if you're already following me, just know that I am a paraprofessional in a classroom with behavioral disorder boys, and I tweet in the mornings and afternoons from my school in relation to my day.  So yea, that's that.

Another thing that I've done was doodle down some sayings, phrases, and thoughts about the day through a day's time....so here are some of them...

"Be a smart ass,
        waste all the time you need—
I guarantee,
        you won’t be getting paid
       by the hour long;

An unemployment line awaits."


"Be confident in yourself
     parents & teachers
     will not always be there
     for reassurance."


"If you spent half as much time
on your studies,
as you do clownin’ &
     wastin’ time,
you would have already completed
     this year’s work"


"Stop trying to help us,
      and help yourself;
you have work to do
Get to it!!”


“Sometimes, you can
       lean back,
and look at a child (like a mother would)
and they will respond in a positive manor
      and get back on task”



It is now 1:49pm, we had a fight shortly before lunch, with three students, one student has gone home; I've missed lunch duty completely, and I am now finishing up this post.  I hope you've enjoyed reading the thoughts and quotes above.  I hope your day is going better than mine.  It's 1:52pm, and I have to get to math, 2nd to last class of the day.  BRB