2/7/17
(Tuesday)
New
II
Still
true; New day under
new
sky, new sun, new clouds—
But today
is cloudy.
Sun
only able to peer through & around.
Storm
front comin’;
time
to stock up on
can
goods of
I got this
super-confidence with a cape &
fake it till you make it
New
day still—
not like yesterday
like toward the end
when we had to pull
$ out the atm
like pullin’ a rabbit
out our ass &
pardon my French
but
my chi must of
made
a sharp left turn
bout
noon, and
Ain’t caught up with
my ass yet.
where
is the balance
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2/8/17
(Wednesday)
New
III
New
Day
New doubt
like icewater
on
marble floors
at 5 degrees
Familiar
frosty;
not like a
chocolate wendy’s
the kind that deals
with shoulders &
back
BACK
UP
BACK
OFF
Turn your
Back on me
& go Back
where you came
(Tuesday Night)
new
day
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2/9/17
(Thursday)
New
Iv
New
Day,
Breathe
New
Day,
Breathe
New
Day,
Exhale
Ideal
situations
never
exist & imagination
fails
you in the future
New
Day
Breath
Arguments
like
zig-zags for puffers—
Always around.
And
round 2 came Wednesday
evening
when she wanted
to
talk for 5
By the end of 5
it was like a
count of 5
&
this lightweight
was laid out on the canvass
new
day
breathe—
New
day
breathe.
New
job brought
new exhaustion
to an old body
as the old part-time
peeked
his head out
at
old part time,
white lady with crazy hair
hired new manager
with power issues
while all black staff
are called boy & travel
with white shadows.
Stress level loc-high
& if this s.o.b. say one mo’ thang…
handed
in shirt, keys, & badge
shit felt good
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2/10/17
(Friday)
New V
New
Day
Good Day
where
fears
met convictions
&
convicts
got
hold of the keys
When
stitches
met patches
&
holes
they
thought were
too
deep
were
covered
under
a salty shine.
New
Day
New Feeling
where
½ beds
were
made whole
and
1+1 =3
and
balanced equations
equal
communication
and
good days (are)
(A) New Day
where
success
is found
under
rubble
piles of
failure
because
we refuse
to
allow our
shadows
to lead
Be
clear &
concise
in
your new days
new
experiences
new
relations
make
room for
mistakes
&
learn
to
embrace them
For
one is never
eternal
however
words & actions
are
new
days
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2/13/17
(Monday)
New
VI
Be
Well,
be mindful, be awesome, be true
Be
Present in all
you
do
be beautiful
be confident
be strong
be you,
Be
present
in
all you do
Question
&
Challenge,
Bravery
is a skill—
Respect
it
Develop
it
Use
it at will
Be willful
Be respectful
Be determined
& move
Be
present
in
all you do
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2/14/17
(Tuesday)
New
VII
creatures
of habit
grinding
to a halt
in
traffic
same
spot, same space
every
morning
making
grooves w/
two
step motion
while
radiophiles
drone on
over
rainbows &
Mariah
Carey
Why
can’t they
create
a
affordable
flying car
that
works
creatures
of habit—
This is not a
dress rehearsal, or
private practice for just the
offensive line—
This shit’s live!
Training to work with
the mentally ill is mandatory;
we need your
mind, your body, &
your soul
so please leave
habits of traffic,
baby, baby mama,
doctor appointments &
how ever many
lost hours of sleep you’re searching for
due to binge watching Netflix—
creatures
of habit
attempting
to house it’s soul
on
corners of
intense
insanity, we
sugar-coat
down to
life
But
keep living, keep
striving,
keep complicating
knots
till the oceans
dry,
your
eyes uncross,
&
stomach unlocks
The
repeat that ish—
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(Tuesday
2/14/17)
3:17(pm)
The
number
II;
two
ones
added
together
makes
3,
or
two,
depending
on
how you see things
on
2.14.17
It’s
a numbers game.
Got
me
thinkin
what
am I doin’
why
this, why this
plan?
the
number
11=2=3=11.
Math
subtracting
down
like life ain’t
1
& 1
mirror
image
images
of a
four
passenger family car
pulling
up on
4
wheels
with
four family members
in
the rearview.
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2.15.17
(Wednesday)
New
VII
You
can always scream to God
&
see if it’ll help.
Or
sleep & dream of
rabid
puppies
tearing
at the flesh of your problems
We
network w/our neurosis
in
hopes for a better life;
Limping
along a beaten path
to
the left
our
happiness
to
the right
our
strife.
Sometimes
we
make
babies with people
we’re
not madly in love with,
but
love them regardless,
and
complicate it
by
trying to
figure
it all out.
you can always scream to god
& network w/neurosis
in
hopes for the right answers
&
a perfect life.
It is
usually hard
starting
a new job;
it is
even harder
when
life hast it’s
left
foot up your
anus…
you can always scream to God
&
network with your neurosis.
