Friday, September 29, 2017

For National Poetry Day (In Protest)

Before hands
raise high,
to darkened sky;
Before 1 & 2
come together
& day goes by,
allow the pen
to gather might
from the mighty
& clarify the cause.
It’s not about
an anthem, or flags, or
kneeling, or NFL players
or the NBA.
It’s about MURDER,
& Crooked Cops,
an UNFAIR JUSTICE SYSTEM,
and a president,
presiding over INJUSTICE
with a smile, & wink
to white supremacy.

If this were a school of
elementary students,
we could
“shame the ‘right’”
for thinking, and acting, and
being, so wrong—
Alas, it is not,
but if this were
a class
with the leader at the top,
he’d surely be
an ass,
and our knowledge base
would drop
as some are not
heeding the lessons
of our past.

I will not
be a slave today
or tomorrow
or next week
Not for your
corporate greed
or freedom of speech
You cannot
buy my silence
by placing the face
of my foremother
on the 20-dollar-bill.

This is for
the people and
poets and
protesters and
victims of storms
amassed by factors
the federal government
ignores—
says it doesn’t exist.
We shall not
be sheeple,
to be herded and
ignored; shaved and
taken advantage of.
You will see us
in the streets,
tired and weary with
worn shoes and
heavy hearts
yet full of
life and opposition.

For we are
the people, and protesters,
and victims of storms,
amassed by
the factors the federal government
ignores,
trapped in an unfair justice system
with a president
presiding over
injustice, with a
wink & a smile

to white supremacy.

Thursday, September 7, 2017

Past the Midpoint (Poem)

So because we’re past the midpoint of this year, and I’ve clearly failed in my goal of writing, editing, and posting more…
 
I’m going to write a poem today.
One for the masses;
for mothers and fathers with
premature babies,
stuck in hospital rooms, with
incubators or isolettes.
With teeny tiny diapers,
allowing only the NICU nurse to change them.
 
I didn’t get to change my daughter’s first diaper.

It sucked. But then
I saw her mother hold her
for the first time,
and I saw my family
for the first time
and I began to breathe
for the first time,
in a long time.
 
And my life changed
as the country changed leadership,
and the ship that 
seemed to Hope,
couldn’t float, and in waves
we took to the street — 
In solidarity and confusion
we asked:
What did we just do? How in the hell
did that happen?

Then true colors were shown
in Charlottesville,
when words were not strong enough
and hoods removed to display
45
in all his divisiveness.
And we had to remember,
this is not post-racial,
there is no post-racial.
 But there are clocks
with hands, that can be
turned back.
 
I am a father now,
I must continue to fight
for what is right,
for what is fair.

And still more disasters,
happened in Houston, 
while 45 tweeted book promos,
and complaints.
I worried about the 
people in waters brown, up to 
knees, flooded cars, lives in ruin.

Reminding me of Katrina,
while my own father was dying;
Reminding me 
I am now a father.
I must continue to educate, 
and document. 
To remember, 
to be able to show the future
what went wrong.

Under the shadow of dual jobs;
one as educator, the other as 
caretaker for schizophrenics,
there was yet one more 
divide.
DACA — Deferred Action for Childhood Arrivals
Defined by 44,
Destroyed by 45.

To be alive in such a 
time
that so much could occur in such short
time,
that so much ignorance could stew in such little 
time.
I have no time, as dual jobs defer
my days from my daughter;
I make precious moments count.
Counting with her, showing her colors, 
while carrying her on my shoulder, watching her smile,
I let her know, it’s ok.
I let her know, Daddy’s here.

Through all the recent 
hopeless disasters 
the country has gone through,
we’re still here. Mama’s here, Daddy’s here,
and so is she.

My little fighter. Born three months too early,
she fought through tubes, and wires,
isolettes, and first touches with rubber gloves,
instead of soft Mother’s skin.
She knows of disaster, even if 
she’s too young to comprehend. 
She is not afraid, she shows no fear,
she faces it,
head on like hurricanes heading to the shore.
She is certain she will make it.
And I, her father
am reassured.

©2017 Clarence